His Pen in My Hand

12.14.2015

Look Unto Me

I was afraid to even pray

"Thy will be done."

I held so tightly to my way,

Afraid to kneel.

For, though I knew at Calvary

My Savior won,

Still, distant storm clouds frightened me;

But now I feel--

His tender voice is bringing warmth

Amidst the cold,

His gentle arm is holding me

Safe and secure,

His calming peace, His boundless love,

Infinite grace, strength from above,

"Look not unto what lies ahead,

Look unto Me."

Though trials may come, though storms arise,

Yet will I sing.

With yielded will, I fix my eyes

Upon my Lord,

Finding my hope in Him alone,

My sovereign King,

Holding His hand to lead me Home,

Trusting His Word.

And looking not unto the path ahead,

Let come what may, I do not fear or dread,

For I have heard my Savior say to me,

"Not to the future, but unto Me bow the knee."

His tender voice is bringing warmth

Amidst the cold,

His gentle arm is holding me

Safe and secure,

His calming peace, His boundless love,

Infinite grace, strength from above,

"Look not unto what lies ahead,

Look unto Me."

*This is a Song

12.05.2015

Sacrifice

It’s all a waste. What worth had it,

But just to feed the flame?

The effort wrought, the accomplishment—

Was everything in vain?

That into which I’d poured my all

Here, now, in ashes lay,

I thought I’d hearkened the noble call

But it seemed to waste away.

The best that I could offer up

Now lies as smoking coals—

Each fondest dream, each brim-full cup,

And all my worthy goals.

Each one placed on the altar—

How it shined with holy fire!

But as the smoke has blown afar,

There’s nought I can acquire.

Then, with a quaking majesty,

Yet, more tender than the dew,

His voice of power captured me

And whispered fresh and new.

“A sacrifice, an offering

Is all I ask of thee—

Not crowns or cities, priests or kings,

But pure humility.

I do not need you to remove

Great, rugged mountains high,

Or mend each worldly flaw and groove,

For that alone is Mine.

Each goal and aspiration,

Though noble they may be,

Are by My inspiration—

Yet, I have much more for thee.

They are provisions for sacrifice,

To be an offering;

What I desire more than price

Is drawing you to Me.

Those things are good and right to hold,

But greater they will be

When placed upon the fire

And offered willingly.

For, more than every noblest call,

More valuable by far,

Is when My child releases all

And gives her very heart.

11.23.2015

Sail On, Fair Mate!

Hard doth beat the mighty winds--

Hold on, fair mate, hold on!

Violent rageth angry waves--

Hold on, fair mate, hold on!

The sails are weak and lowering--

Rise up, fair mate, rise up!

Into the depths we dare not plunge--

Rise up, fair mate, rise up!

By tempest tossed are vessels small--

Be strong, fair mate, be strong!

Though rudder churns within the deep--

Be strong, fair mate, be strong!

High billows crash upon our decks--

Bow on, fair mate, bow on!

With grace and courage, face the storm--

Bow on, fair mate, bow on!

Unto horizons clear and bright--

Sail on, fair mate, sail on!

The journey leads beyond the night--

Sail on, fair mate, sail on!

10.19.2015

But For A Penny

Hidden in the icy mud

There lay a copper coin,

The worth of which was hardly such

That one would dare employ.

Alone, despised, invaluable,

And freely stepped upon,

This copper coin remained untouched

As time ticked slowly on.

Then, in the chill of winter’s day,

A man came passing by,

Stooping low, he brushed the snow

From that which caught his eye.

Taking up that copper piece

Of value so remote,

He wiped away the hardened mud,

Then slipped it in his coat.

More time passed and there the coin

Sat hidden and forgotten,

It seemed to have no other use

But to fill a suit of cotton.

Then, one day, as the man was out

To purchase needed meat,

It was made known the cost was such

His dollar couldn’t meet.

A penny short—one copper coin

Was lacking from his hand;

That which had been esteemed as least

Was now in great demand.

He thrust his hand into his coat,

Reaching for a penny—

And in the time ‘twas needed most,

He found his copper ready.

But for a penny—worthless so,

Devoid of richest charm—

But for a soul, though small, despised,

Yet saved by God’s own arm,

But for that one, though hidden long,

Who seems to have no use,

But for a ready, willing man,

A vessel God can use!

No matter how inadequate

You think yourself to be,

Or if your task is something that

The world may never see;

To every man there comes a time

When he is called to do

A task unique to his design,

That only he can do.

That task may be a moment,

A season, or lifetime—

Were every 'copper' ready to
Fulfill his call divine!

9.11.2015

One Lone Flower

I walked along life’s dusty road

On dry and rocky sod,

The heat of desert scorched my brow

As step-by-step I trod.

It was not my desired lot

To follow down this path—

A sullen, lonely, barren vale—

To find what e’re it hath.

My heart called to the mountaintops

Where life and joy abode,

T’was there where laughter filled my mouth;

Rich blessings He bestowed.

He said He’d take me to the heights

If I but followed Him,

Yet, here I stood quite far from where

He’d promised to me then.

Away from every climbing steep

And going further down,

My tears descended like the path

That seemed to run aground.

“This is not right!” I protested,

“I don’t deserve this vale!

I want the golden heights, sublime,

Not desert!” I bewailed.

Then, in the corner of my eye

I caught a glimpse of gold,

A tiny spark of hope and love,

That held a joy untold.

T’was but a little flower standing

Strong, though all alone,

It seemed to sing the sweetest tune

Of faith serenely shown.

I listened, captive by its voice

That echoed in my heart;

What words of yielded, loyalty

No other could impart!

Then, rising from my seat of gloom,

I lifted up my gaze

And looked unto the hills, from whence

My Help shown bright, ablaze.

In trusting, yielded tenderness

My heart but overflowed

With that same sweetness as displayed

Through what a flower owed.

“Behold me, now, dear Lord,” I prayed,

“Thy humble handmaiden,

Though, here my lot is but to pass

Through this land, so barren,

“I sweetly trust Thy will for me,

E’en though it dreary seems,

For You have promised, You will do,

And this is best for me.

“So, take me now, Thy little flower,

And may Thy grace I employ,

Sparkle Thy love and peace through me;
I am ‘Acceptance-with-Joy’.”

9.07.2015

Has the Football Been Forgotten?

Two eager teams prepared themselves

To face their opposition;

Much practice had been exercised

With hope of great position.

The long awaited day had dawned

For which they had made ready,

The days for timid weakness, past;

Their focus, now, was steady.

Within their lockers they refreshed

Their minds of all the moves,

Recalling every trick and skill--

This was no time to lose.

All along the sidelines gathered

Crowds of anxious men--

Concessions filled with cheer and mirth--

To see which team would win.

So long had been the eager wait,

So great the preparation,

And, now, at last, the time had come

To reward anticipation.

But, just before the whistle blew,

The best turned almost rotten;

Amidst the hustle of preparing,

The football had been forgotten!

What, in itself, seemed just to be

A minor part of play,

Was vital to the very game--

The essence of the day.

So cumbered we may quickly be

Preparing for "someday",

We practice hard and learn the skills

To master every way.

Then when the greatest moment comes--

The object of ambition--

We find that somewhere in the way

We lost the heart of our mission.

Without the preparation

No goal would be achieved,

And without practice in the skills

The trophy's not received.

Yet, important as the goal may be,

And how vital to prepare,

If we neglect the little things,

We'll never conquer there.

"Someday" may come, but until then

We must embrace the present

And live each moment to the hilt,

For here it is we're sent.

Anticipate the future, yet

Take heed to what's today,

Prepare for what may someday be,

Yet don't forget The Way.

All goals may be so great aspired,

But, if His Word is lost,

No matter what may be your skill,

The battle will be lost.

Amidst your earnest preparation,

Do ask yourself quite often,

"Have I embraced the Source of life,

8.17.2015

Songs in the Night

A sun that's always shining,

Blue skies with not a cloud,

A pathway lined with roses,

Where hurdles are never allowed,

No raindrops hiding the rainbow,

Nor stormy billows despair,

But mirth and laughter abideth

And gone is the burdensome care.

Such would be ever my lot

If life was within my control;

I'd banish all pain and sorrow,

For happiness would be my goal.

But the pot is put through the fire

And the gold is purged from its dross,

While weakness is turned into strength

Through bearing the weight of a cross.

The angriest storm that rages

Is the magnificent sunset at last,

And the dawn is always the brightest

When the darkest of nights has past.

The flowers of spring are gayest

After the winter's bitterest chill,

And music is never so lovely,

But when sung while the heart resteth still.

For, when pain and sorrow appear

And threaten to strip us of life,

Many are those who will seek God,

But only to save them from strife.

Oh, who is the one who will cry out,

When deep darkness hideth his light,

"Oh, where is God, my Maker,

Who giveth me songs in the night?"

"By reason of the multitude of oppressions they make the oppressed to cry:

they cry out by reason of the arm of the mighty. But none saith, Where is God

my Maker, who giveth songs in the night?"

~ Job 35:9-10 ~

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